foR whaT???

Sometimes it's really pointless to say something to someone...you care n you wan the best for that person...but apparently it does not make any difference in the person's life....someone told me...i cannot judge the person as a fren all i can do is listen...and try to be there...well i have done it...and i hope the person would listen to some of my advice or at least...i'm just hoping the best for the person i care..but i guess people just could n't be bothered...they just wanna do it their own way....
fine!!!!i won't say a word now....
you can help yourself...cos what ever i do what ever i say...will not matter to you anyways...
cos i guess i am not important.......

'who knows what tomorrow brings..all i know is the way i feel..when it's real i keep it alive~'

smilE~

realize that no matter how you feel...how down u are...the world will keep spinning~ no one would ever stop what they are really doing and wait for u.....
this is how the world works....yeah of course ppl who love you will still care about u...but u cannot be selfish to have them to stop if you love them too right??
hmm.....the only way is smile~

teacH mE~

Wanna learn to open my heart...to able to show someone i care who i really am..and not hide myself or avoid getting myself hurt by being a bitch or mean all the time...i know i can never make someone love me..but at least...
i should be brave to be myself and show how i really feel isn't it?? i dunno...i wish someone can teach me all this sometimes but i guess it is the way of life...to figure and experience things...
i'm shouting out to the world 'pls show me how to open my heart' to be able to feel.....
my heart maybe broken..i mean everyone have that kinda experience...but i need to have courage right??....
i really wonder sometimes..............
am i ready to give my heart to someone???
i wanna be brave.............

separatioN~

Two more days i'll leave london i go back home..feel happy bout it but at the same time feel down cos i'm leaving london....gonna miss the frens i made here....
Thank you so much for everything...
love~

i turN to yoU~

by Christina Aguilera

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared,
And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
- pushing me to the top.
You're always there,
giving me all you've got.

For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.

When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and
I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night

For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.

For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...

For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
I turn to you...

gratitutE~

Really thankful for the advice you have given me...make me understand even more...cannot really express how i felt..you have only know me for such a short time but the advice you have given to me will make a big impact for me..i know this might not be important to you however i know what you said to me today it's gonna change my life..my attitude...
Nothing more i can say..just thank you so much....
Really from the bottom of my heart...Thank so much for the time and energy...
Thank you so much...
:)
even though i feel sad about myself right now..but i will only allow it for tonight...
tomorrow is another new day...
time and attitude............REMEMBER!!!!!always~

londoN~

Two weeks and three days more...i'll be home hehhehee...
But i think i'm gonna miss this city..never really like it the first time i came..it was quite a shock at first..cos i'm a kampung girl..hehehe
A city full of ppl from all around the world..different languages, colour and background..learn a lot and saw a lotsa different things and ppl...
i'm grateful that i was given this chance..to experience one of the greatest city in the world...Thanks to the care of family and friends..
so.....Next Stop?????