thoughtS~

lately i've been thinking alot..maybe i should just stay true to myself or maybe i should be a person who always say what ppl wanna hear n don say what ppl don wanna hear..i'm sorry if sometimes i'm stupid and don use my brain to think before i talk but i really mean no harm..and if one person gonna get piss and hate me for that then i really dunno what to say...for your information i am a person who don think before i talk..and it's my weakness..i wanna change it but sometimes it's just hard..it's not something i can control or whatever..it's been like this since long long time ago...i offended ppl with the way i talk...cos i never use my brain...really sorry for the brainless me...i become like that when i'm comfortable with the situation i guess which i shouldn't..i guess i should always just control my brain and don talk so much...better keep it then showing it then...
i'm sorry...been thinking n needly to express it out...
seriously sometimes i just don wanna give a fuck anymore....but i am in this age already...need to be responsible i guess...well if being an adult means this...then i guess i'm gonna be like this...
for now the only way i can think of is keep it to myself....about thought and be careful with my words...
self-reflection..............................................