Monday, October 20, 2008

truE tO youR hearT~


was talking to a friend today in german class...i'm sorry but i think i'm gonna fail german sweat*
anyway he was asking what is wrong with me since i sounded a bit different...and end up i asked him what is he's opinion bout me..i've never met him before i mean face to face..we knew each other cos he's my fren's bro and my fren introduce us and we started chatting on msn..it's been two years since we start chatting..but it's been almost one and a half year since we last chat with each other..
here's the funny thing..the things he told me it's like he knew for such a long time and have been spending a lotsa time with personally..it's just weird and amazing at the same time..how come someone can know u in this way when the other person who are always around u don even know ur family name...
i dunno..i guess this maybe just because of sincerity i guess...when someone uses their heart to know u..they will be able to know u..haha i dunno what i am talking about..well thank you for what u said to me today..i know i shouldn't think so much sometimes i think of things that i should not be thinking too much...
i'll be a better girl..hope i can be my very best...be a better person i hope...but what i feel is that...being true to yourself is really important i guess..
you know what sometimes my mind think so much..i wish i am hardworking enough to type it all out here...all my funny imagination..my dreams...my thoughts....then after letting it out..i might not think so much anymore..hahhaahhahahah
well...just don wana repeat the mistake that i've done..and sorry..

Monday, October 13, 2008

stupiD mE~

how can i be so stupid....haiz...can't believe it..and now i'm letting it bother me..keep thinking and the brain keep spinning and thoughts keep coming...thought that is not so good..why why why...this is driving me crazy..don wanna feel this way..it sucks!!!!
why can't i just concentrate on the important things instead of this le???
haiz....so disappointed with myself...feel sucks and sad at the same time...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
going crazy @_@