Cannot lie to myself anymore..i really do miss u even though i try to deny it...sometimes i really do wanna tell ppl and myself that i regret i've met u...cos u turn my world upside down...u make me have feelings like this again...but actually..i guess...i am in some ways glad that i've met u...u are a wonderful person...in ur own way...which i seems to like so much...the sad thing for me is...i am not the one person that u give the key to your heart to....
i really do still miss you...time will pass and i hope time will heal...now i guess i should pull myself from being in denial into feeling the feelings i have...let myself feel for something....and i guess i'll be better in time...be a better person...physically and mentally...improving....
i can't listen to the song 'last request'...reminds me of u....n i didn't get my last request...as usual.. :P
thinking...thoughts...realizing......priority...
you are right...i must love myself more....
take care~
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